I hate myself. To the point of self mutalation. I hate myself and my body so much that I scratch open sores on my body just to hurt myself and make myself bleed. I hate myself to the point that I chew on my fingers (not just the nails) not because of stress, but because it hurts, and I can hurt and bleed and no one thinks of it as anything but a bad stress habit.
I am afriad of telling people because those I have told have walked out on me.
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Date: 2008-01-16 10:51 pm (UTC)I am afriad of telling people because those I have told have walked out on me.