Tell me a story...

[h_oll_y]

... a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - absolutely anything at all. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like, or however many times you want.
Then put this in your LJ to see what your friends, and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ, have to say.

This post is public, so you can post anonymously. Comments aren't screened, by the way; it's much more entertaining for everyone if the comments are visible to all (although I do reserve the right to screen individual comments for various reasons).

Comments

[pinkphatty-wut.livejournal.com]

Actually, it's still friends-locked, FYI. =D

Op, never mind, you caught it and fixed it! LOLZ.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_holly/]

I know I had to go back and edit it because my posts are automatically friends locked, so it took me a moment to do so. It should not be friends-locked any longer.

[bellasmommy.livejournal.com]

I AM SEEKRITLY IN LOVE WITH HOLLY AND WANT TO HAVE LESBIAN SEX WITH HER


OH SHIT I THINK I POSTED NOT-ANONYMOUS

[http://users.livejournal.com/_holly/]

IS NOT A SEKRIT!

[http://users.livejournal.com/_holly/]

It's not? It should be...

[(Anonymous)]

I have been involved in the most absurd, emotional, damaging, and crazy relationship of my entire life for a year. There are times when I think I'm crazy for still being in it, and my friends know I'm crazy for still being in it.

Yet here I am.

[(Anonymous)]

I have always wanted to be a singer. I've never told anyone this and I doubt I ever will again.

[(Anonymous)]

I should have gone to school to be a nurse. I still think I would be great at that, but it's too late to go back now. I live in constant fear of being fired from my current job for being a terrible employee.

[(Anonymous)]

I am having major thoughts on a person in my life i consider my best friend. She's done some things that have crossed the line with me and people close to me, and while i know she has issues, i wonder if she realizes she's even done anything wrong.

[(Anonymous)]

I hate my proposal story, because it feels like he put no thought or romantic efforts into it. When I hear or see other proposals that obviously required some pre-planning, I want to cry.

[(Anonymous)]

After years of hating myself and the way I am, I've decided that today is the first day of the rest of my life.

[(Anonymous)]

He and I really need to quit drinking like we do. It causes more fights than you can imagine. But a part of me is scared to stop b/c of the friends we will lose. If he goes to the bar without me I get irate and say hateful things, but if I'm there right along side him, I don't care. I'm a hypocrite.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm reaching a point in my life where I just want to run away for a while, where nobody can find me. Which is such a catch 22, since I really don't want to spend my life alone.

Oh, and I'm afraid that I may be a "functional" alcoholic, and it wouldn't take much for it to become full-blown alcoholism.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm still sleeping with her boyfriend. Nobody knows because I don't want them to judge me.

[(Anonymous)]

I hate myself. To the point of self mutalation. I hate myself and my body so much that I scratch open sores on my body just to hurt myself and make myself bleed. I hate myself to the point that I chew on my fingers (not just the nails) not because of stress, but because it hurts, and I can hurt and bleed and no one thinks of it as anything but a bad stress habit.

I am afriad of telling people because those I have told have walked out on me.

[echoardi.livejournal.com]

talk to me.

[(Anonymous)]

I am afraid of being alone forever.
I cry myself to sleep because I am afraid that no one will ever accept me or love me best - that I will always be second and always be unwanted.

[(Anonymous)]

I have never had an orgasm even though I have lots of sex.

[(Anonymous)]

My ex-boyfriend stays over at least 3 times a week.

It's almost as if we never broke up.

No one knows.

[(Anonymous)]

You're still saving IPs so no secrets for you, Ms!

[http://users.livejournal.com/_holly/]

Haha. I have no idea what to do with IPs nor do i want to out anyone.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_holly/]

That's more than my prom dress (by a lot)! Hahaha.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm terribly afraid that I can't handle living alone much longer. Ever since I bought and moved into this house, I've been very lonely, but not quite to the point of depression. I get out (mostly to the gym everyday after work) but still feel lonely. I think I need to get some pussy.............cats! :-D

Also, I think I secretly want an ex-fling to come back. She's kinda crazy and a little annoying, but she really cares for me. We never had anything more than casual sex, really. Her dad has lots of guns and scares me and her mom is a royal PITA, too. She also has 2 annoying sisters that I'm sure I'd be required to see occasionally if I were to be seeing. Just her family is enough to drive me off... Is that bad?

[(Anonymous)]

I truly have nothing to be unhappy about. Of course, some days are bad and some things could be better, but overall my life is nothing short of perfect. Everyone should be so lucky!

[(Anonymous)]

i took a sledgehammer to my hand the other day.

i'm scared that it's finally time to get some real help.

[(Anonymous)]

Sometimes I feel like I don't belong anywhere...I feel like I'm just put up with. I'm afraid of losing friends...I'm afraid of dying unloved...I'm afraid of never getting married and having children. I feel sometimes that i'm a failure in life.

I miss being a kid and not worrying about anything..I feel like I suck at my job..I feel tired...and sometimes I wish I could disappear and see if my friends and family would miss me...or even remember.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm not content with the idea of loving myself for who I am. I'd rather be super skinny.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm in a long term relationship and I've even been married for several years. I just learned where my clitoris is before Christmas. My hubby still doesn't know.

[(Anonymous)]

I worry that I'll never get ahead, money-wise, and that I'll have huge debts until the day I die.